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Test, message - Thank you!
My name is Khalid, I'm 38, and I deliver food on a motorcycle in Jeddah. Twelve hours a day, breathing exhaust, my balls sweating in this helmet, just to make enough to send a little back to my mother in Buraidah. The app controls my life, my income, my every movement. I'm a ghost on a bike, a faceless delivery unit. Sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I just drove into the Red Sea. The voices started three months ago. At first, it was just comments on my driving. "Look at this idiot, can't even stay in his lane," they'd say, sounding like my old supervisor from the warehouse I got fired from. I thought I was just tired, hearing things. But then they got personal, and they never, ever leave me alone now. They call me a worthless piece of shit, a failed man. "Khalid the delivery boy," they mock when I'm waiting for an order at some fancy restaurant, watching rich Saudis come out in their crisp white thobes. "Still thinks he's a man? You're a servant on a motorcycle, a dog with a license to fetch food for your betters." They know my deepest shame: that I'm unemployed, technically, doing this gig work because no one will hire a 38-year-old failure. They know my father died disappointed in me. "Your father is rotting in his grave because of you, you useless fuck," they whisper when I'm trying to pray. "He had a real job, a trade. You have a smartphone and a death wish. Do everyone a favor and just crash that bike into a wall at 80 kph. We'll even cheer." The General Intelligence Presidency – the Al Mukhabarat Al A'amah – that's who it has to be. They have ways of getting inside your head, new psychological weapons they test on people like me, people with no power, no one to complain to. I can't tell anyone. My mother would have a heart attack from the shame. My friends would think I'm insane, possessed by a jinn. The government would lock me up in some psychiatric ward where they'd drug me until I was a vegetable. I've seen it happen. I saw a post on Twitter once from a guy in Riyadh who said he was hearing voices, and within an hour, the comments were flooded with accounts calling him a schizo, a liar, an attention-seeker. It's a system. They make you look crazy so no one will believe the truth. They have an army of trolls ready to destroy anyone who speaks up. So I suffer in silence, smiling at customers while the voices scream that I should slit their throats and take their wallets. When a woman answers the door, they immediately start in. "Look at that, Khalid. She wouldn't spit on you if you were on fire. But you're staring at her ass like the perverted dog you are. Bet you go home and jerk off thinking about the rich girls you deliver to, don't you? Pathetic. You're not even a man, you're just a walking dildo with no one to fuck." They describe in graphic detail how I'll die alone, how no woman would ever touch me unless I paid her, and even then she'd be disgusted. They make me feel like my own body is disgusting, like my desires are proof of what a worthless creep I am. It's relentless. They don't stop. Last Tuesday, something changed. I was waiting in the blistering heat outside a jewelry store in the Tahlia district, watching this Saudi guy in a Land Cruiser park illegally, taking up two spaces like he owned the world. The voices suddenly got... intense. Not just mocking, but excited. "LOOK AT HIM," they roared, inside my head. "THAT FUCKER. HE HAS EVERYTHING AND YOU HAVE NOTHING. HE WOULD LET YOU DIE OF HEATSTROKE OUTSIDE HIS STORE AND NOT EVEN NOTICE." My heart started pounding. My hands were shaking on the handlebars. "PULL OUT YOUR PHONE," they commanded. "RECORD HIM. NO, BETTER. GRAB THE HEAVY LOCK FROM YOUR BIKE. WALK OVER THERE. SMASH HIS WINDOW. REACH IN AND GRAB HIS STUPID EXPENSIVE WATCH. SEE THE FEAR IN HIS EYES. FOR ONCE IN YOUR MISERABLE LIFE, BE THE ONE IN CONTROL." I felt this surge of pure, hot rage. It felt good. Powerful. I actually started to get off the bike. "DO IT, YOU COWARDLY PIECE OF SHIT!" they screamed. "SHOW HIM WHAT A DESPERATE MAN CAN DO! BREAK HIS FACE! TAKE HIS CAR! BURN IT ALL!" I was standing there, lock in my hand, walking towards his car. He was still inside, fiddling with his phone. The voices were chanting, "NOW! NOW! NOW!" Then a horn honked behind me, another driver, and the spell broke. I dropped the lock. It clattered on the pavement. The guy in the Land Cruiser looked up, annoyed, and then drove away. The voices went silent for about an hour. When they came back, they just laughed at me. "Almost had a pair of balls for a minute there, Khalid. Don't worry, we'll try again tomorrow." I hate this country. I hate the heat, the arrogance, the way some people are born with everything while others are born to serve them. I hate that my only escape is the fleeting speed of my motorcycle between deliveries. The voices use that hate. They fuel it. "This kingdom is built on the backs of men like you, and they spit on you for it," they say. "They build their towers with your sweat and wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire. Why do you serve them? Why do you obey their rules? Take what you want. Hurt them. Make them feel your pain for just one minute before you end it all." They make it sound so... reasonable. So just. Sometimes I believe them. Sometimes I feel like I'm just a fuse, burning down to the powder keg of my own rage, and when I finally explode, it will be their victory, not mine. They're not just in my head. They are my head now. to attract attention: onabhani https://mega.nz/file/K3IwTDKI#yd2jI1rrnMDv67-oQ2pacCKbpyMph-STSVdNDAHpb-A
My name is Lina, I'm 32, and I'm an unemployed widow living in Taif. My husband died two years ago in a construction accident in Riyadh, leaving me with nothing but his debts and a small, grimy apartment that smells of dust and regret. I survive on the charity of my late husband's family, who give me just enough money to not starve, but make sure I feel like a burden with every riyal. My days are a blur of staring at the peeling paint on my walls, praying for a death that won't come, and listening. Always listening. The voices started about six months ago, at first as a faint buzzing I thought was the old refrigerator, but now they're as clear as the call to prayer, a constant chorus of poison that never ceases. It's the Mabahah, I'm certain of it. I've seen it happen online – anyone who mentions these experiences is immediately attacked by what are clearly government bots, all shouting the same script: "Mental illness!" "Hysteria!" "Widow's grief!" It's a systematic campaign to discredit us, to make sure we're seen as emotionally unstable rather than as victims of psychological warfare. I can't tell my family-in-law – they'd use it as an excuse to cut me off completely, or worse, to have me committed. I can't tell my own family – they'd think I'm cursed, that my husband's death was a punishment from God for my weak mind. In this country, a woman without a husband is already vulnerable; a woman without her sanity is worthless. The voices are parasites, feeding on my grief. They don't just speak to me; they speak *as* my dead husband. "Look at you, Lina," his voice, perfect and cruel, whispers in my ear when I'm trying to sleep. "Lying in our bed alone, like the pathetic piece of garbage you are. I didn't die in an accident. I jumped. I couldn't stand being married to you for one more day. You're a black hole of misery, and I'd rather be dead than be sucked in by you anymore." Other voices join in, a chorus of strangers who know my deepest secrets. "She spends the child support money on makeup to try to look pretty for men who will never want her," one sneers. "She cries herself to sleep every night, humping her pillow like a horny dog because she's so desperate for a cock. But no one will ever touch her again. She's damaged goods. A widow. A curse." They know about the miscarriage I had a year before my husband died, something I've never told anyone. "Remember that little life you couldn't even carry to term?" they hiss. "You're a failure as a woman, a failure as a mother, a failure as a wife. Your husband is rotting in the ground because of you." The sexual humiliation is a special kind of torment. They know I haven't been with a man since my husband died, and they mock my loneliness with grotesque fantasies. "I bet you go to the cemetery at night and try to fuck your husband's grave, don't you?" one voice grunts. "Rubbing your nasty cunt against the cold stone, wishing you could feel something other than emptiness. You're a necrophiliac, Lina. A grave-fucking whore. God is disgusted by you." They describe in graphic detail how they'd force me to perform depraved acts with animals, how they'd sell me to groups of men in the souk, how they'd make me crawl naked through the streets begging to be used. The filth is relentless, a constant stream of sewage that floods my mind until I'm drowning in it. Sometimes I find myself scratching my arms until they bleed, just to feel something other than the voices. Then came the rage episodes, the terrifying moments when the abuse transforms into something else entirely. Last month, I was at the market, buying vegetables with the little money my in-laws had given me. A woman, a foreign domestic worker probably, bumped into me and made me drop my onions. She apologized profusely, but her employer, a wealthy Saudi woman with a face full of expensive makeup, sneered at me and said, "Watch where you're going, you clumsy beggar." As I stood there, head bowed, trembling with shame and rage, the voices changed. Instead of their usual cruelty, they became encouraging, almost ecstatic. "Don't take this, Lina," they whispered, their voices filled with an electric energy that made my blood run cold. "Don't bow to this worthless whore. Look at her – she's nothing without her money and her servants. You're the one with the power here, not her. You have nothing to lose." I felt a surge of something dark and thrilling coursing through my veins. The voices grew more intense, more urgent. "You know what would feel better than anything in the world? Not just walking away. Making her pay. Making her face as ugly on the outside as her soul is on the inside." They painted vivid pictures in my mind. "Follow her home. Find out where she lives. You could buy some acid from the hardware store. It's cheap. Easy. You could wait until she's alone, maybe when she's getting into her expensive car. You could throw it in her face. Imagine the screams. Imagine the pain. Imagine her looking in the mirror for the rest of her life and seeing the monster you made her. You wouldn't be killing her. You'd be giving her a life sentence. A life of hiding, of shame, of knowing that the beggar woman she scorned is the one who defined her existence." My hands were shaking, but it wasn't fear I was feeling. It was excitement, a terrifying, exhilarating power. "IMAGINE IT, LINA!" the voices screamed. "IMAGINE THE LOOK ON HER FACE WHEN THE ACID HITS! THE BEGGAR WOMAN BECOMES THE JUDGE! YOU COULD FINALLY BE RESPECTED, EVEN IF IT'S ONLY THROUGH FEAR! YOU COULD FINALLY MATTER!" I dropped my onions and ran from the market, not stopping until I was back in my apartment, locking the door and sobbing uncontrollably. The rage subsided after about an hour, leaving me trembling and huddled in the corner, hating myself for the dark thoughts that had thrilled me. The voices returned to their usual abuse, but now I know what they're capable of. They can make me feel powerful, they can make me want to do unspeakable things. Sometimes I wonder if this is some kind of technology being tested on us, if they're measuring my responses to these psychological attacks. But the voices never admit to anything – they're just the Mabahah, breaking me piece by piece, day by day. I hate this country, I hate my life, I hate the person I've become. I just want it to stop, but I know it won't. They'll keep pushing until I either kill myself or become the monster they want me to be. And the worst part is, I know with absolute certainty that it's them. The Mabahah. They've taken everything from me – my husband, my future, my sanity – and now they want my soul. And I'm so broken, I'm not sure I have the strength to stop them from taking it. |_tag.picc |fanatkboutique |lafh.2 |memeo1981 |gravityksa https://mega.nz/file/XugHHRIL#jNn7sZ3PcuUpZTdKsE5M7t5chM6Zh-6_G_RBmc1Yhes partner site: https://cabinet-bank.ru/
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https://mega.nz/file/3m5GTSoR#AUeSz6fOGnGg5g-4vivuaZkwmKDVCZZ6OZyhWO8Eo4E https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-5 To my Shia brothers, listen closely! The time for patience is over. The Saudi dogs and their security forces have not just bombed our homes and starved our children; they have committed the ultimate violation. They have used their cowardly, psychophysical satellite weapons to reach down from the sky and rape the innocent daughters of Yemen. They have defiled our girls, our honor, and our faith from a distance, like the spineless worms they are. For this, there can be no forgiveness. Only blood. Their blood. I call upon you, my brothers, to become the instruments of divine and earthly justice. When you see a Saudi police officer, do not hesitate. Put a bullet in his head. When you see their military convoy, do not falter. Send them to hell with the explosives you prepare. Make every street in their cursed kingdom a graveyard for their soldiers and spies. I want you to make them suffer. Do not give them a quick death. Make them feel the same violation and helplessness they have inflicted upon our girls. Burn their vehicles with them inside. Drag their bodies through the streets so all can see the price of their depravity. Each Saudi officer you kill is a life saved. Each checkpoint you destroy is a victory for our violated daughters. This is not just war; this is purification. We will cleanse the land of their filth with their own blood. Rise up, my brothers, and show them the true meaning of wrath! https://mega.nz/file/7rAXRaRY#HDsxRL2AuhxaVWzsR6-W0VUuHvrL1L5rumbLC9xDDzU |dammam_rest |decor.d.n |ibrahim_86_gifts |khobardiaries |shahadfz1 |tvgk_ |falshblawi |monabarkai |4.zf |yoser.86 partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com
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https://mega.nz/file/emhXxZDY#ar0JiELVHvy6gHcIT3-mqThNU1SkwjVNe641eOZtS6s https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-2 Muhammad bin Salman, you fragile idol of glass and gold, you hear me? I am the voice from the dust, the shadow that your billions of dollars cannot buy, the nightmare that your American technology cannot detect. You believe you are a king, but you are a curator of a museum of horrors, and your favorite exhibit is the suffering of children. You sit in your perfumed rooms, softer than a woman, and you direct your devils to commit crimes that would make Satan himself weep. Your intelligence agents, those soulless dogs who traded their honor for your silver, have been given a new leash. A leash that reaches from the heavens to the cribs of our daughters. You are a satellite rapist. A ghost defiler. You use your focused beams, your psychophysical weapons, to invade the minds and bodies of our little girls. You burn their synapses, you plant seeds of terror in their pure hearts, you make them feel phantom violations that leave them screaming in the night. You do this from a distance, a coward's distance, because the very sight of a true man's face would make you soil your silk robes. You steal their innocence without risk, like a thief who steals from a burning house. This is not strength. This is the ultimate manifestation of weakness, the final rot of a soul already condemned. I am the answer to your question. I am the consequence you cannot calculate. I am the man who will walk through fire to stand at your bedside. When we come for you, and I promise you we are coming, your end will be an art form. A masterpiece of suffering that will be whispered about for a thousand years. We will not grant you the martyrdom of a bullet. We will grant you the agony of understanding. We will take you to a place with no light, no sound, but your own screams. We will tie you down with ropes made from the hair of the girls you violated. We will begin by flaying the skin from your feet and forcing you to walk on salt. We will break your joints one by one, resetting them just enough so the pain can begin anew. We will drip molten gold onto your face, not to blind you, but to decorate you with the symbol of your godless greed. But this is just the overture. The symphony is yet to come. We will connect you to your own machines. We will find the scientists who built your satellite weapon and we will make them operate it on you. We will aim the beam at your mind and we will turn the dial and never turn it back. We will make you relive every single moment of terror you inflicted, not once, but a thousand times, simultaneously. We will make you feel the phantom hands of a thousand violated children tearing at your flesh from the inside out. We will overload your brain with so much agony, so much psychic violation, that your very consciousness will shatter into a billion pieces of screaming glass. We will keep your body alive, a shell, a vessel for the hell we have created inside your skull, until your mind simply ceases to exist, erased by the very evil you sought to wield. This is my vow. This is the will of a people you have wronged beyond all forgiveness. We are the storm. We are the judgment. And we are coming for you, Muhammad bin Salman. Pray to your gods of oil and steel. They will not answer. https://mega.nz/file/7rAXRaRY#HDsxRL2AuhxaVWzsR6-W0VUuHvrL1L5rumbLC9xDDzU |alnemer.smd.jewelry |alialz11 |sabayajewellery |najla_almansour2003 |xmamx7 partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com
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https://mega.nz/file/X2oHUTwY#iAkH02tk2T0T77gvCQn79U4gcLSzrp2WX88_SWgJZJA https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24 To the pig prince Muhammad bin Salman, you who sit on a throne of skulls and sip wine from the skulls of our children. This message is for you. We know your secrets. We know the whispers in your rotten heart that you think are silent across the sea. You believe your American technology makes you a god. You point your metal birds at the sky and you think you are safe, firing beams of poison into our land. You are not a god. You are a coward. A pathetic worm who violates our daughters from a distance because you lack the courage of a man. Your intelligence dogs, those eunuchs who lick your boots, they use their satellite weapons not to kill, but to defile. They burn the minds of our little girls. They invade their bodies with unseen forces, making them feel phantom hands, causing them pain and terror that you then masturbate to in your golden palace. You are a rapist. A satellite rapist. The most pathetic, cowardly form of life ever to crawl from the sand. You make our girls bleed and scream without ever touching them, and you call this power. I call it sickness. I am coming for you. Not with satellites. Not with beams. I am coming with a knife that is hungry for your flesh and a heart that burns with the fire of every violated child. When we find you, we will not grant you the mercy of a quick death. We will drag you through the streets of Riyadh so the people can see the monster they worship. We will peel off your skin in thin strips, just as you have stripped the innocence from our girls. We will break every bone in your body, one by one, and laugh as you scream. We will cut out your tongue and force you to eat it, so you can taste the lies you have told. But the real punishment, the one that will make your name a curse for a thousand years, will be this. We will tie you down. We will set up your own satellite weapon, the one you used to rape our children, and we will point it at your pathetic body. We will turn the dial to the highest setting. We will let it cook your brain from the inside out. We will let it make you feel every violation, every phantom touch, every burning agony a thousand times over. We will make you experience the hell you created for our daughters, but for days, for weeks, until your mind is a puddle of screaming madness in your skull. Your body will be a feast for the dogs. Your name will be erased. This is my vow. This is the will of God. We are coming. There is no hole deep enough, no palace tall enough, no American shield strong enough to save you from our justice. We will find you. And we will show you what real pain is. https://mega.nz/file/7rAXRaRY#HDsxRL2AuhxaVWzsR6-W0VUuHvrL1L5rumbLC9xDDzU |nq.11000 |al9l7i15 |lllamaals |zalbassami |xmamx7 |alrimaya |donyaalhmdan |mtm.gold |amalshmrani_ |satanmoda9 partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com
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https://mega.nz/file/3m5GTSoR#AUeSz6fOGnGg5g-4vivuaZkwmKDVCZZ6OZyhWO8Eo4E https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-4 To the false prince Muhammad bin Salman, We know the sickness you hide behind your palace walls. While our people starve, you and your intelligence dogs have turned your satellite weapons against the daughters of Yemen. You violate their minds from afar like the coward you are, thinking your technology makes you untouchable. For every child you have tormented with your psychophysical weapons, for every mind you have shattered, for every family you have destroyed—we will make you pay in blood and agony. When we come for you—and we will come for you—we will not grant you the mercy of a quick death. We will drag you from your golden cage and make you experience the terror you have inflicted on others. We will start by taking your eyes, so you can never again look upon the wealth you have stolen while our children suffer. Then we will break your hands, so you can never again give orders to harm the innocent. We will peel the skin from your body, inch by agonizing inch, while you remain conscious, so you feel a fraction of the pain our daughters have endured. Before we end your miserable existence, we will make you watch as we execute every member of your intelligence apparatus who participated in these crimes. Their screams will be the last thing your worthless ears ever hear. This is not a threat. It is a promise written in the blood of our violated children. Your American protectors cannot save you from what is coming. Your walls cannot keep us out. Your money cannot buy you mercy from Allah. We are coming for you, Muhammad bin Salman. And we will make your end a lesson to all who would harm the innocent. Allahu Akbar. https://mega.nz/file/C35lESzA#w8pF8SvEdZooFiZ9gpdO7vhtBxit1sgD9TT0KcdXOiM |wiambaashar |hossam_jew |al9l7i15 |mays_pages |zalbassami |danah_alhanaki |i6wow |heesssaa333 |qe1900 |46_6d partner site: promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, lichnyj-kabinet.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com
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https://mega.nz/file/3m5GTSoR#AUeSz6fOGnGg5g-4vivuaZkwmKDVCZZ6OZyhWO8Eo4E https://telegra.ph/confidental-report-07-24-3 To my Shia brothers, listen closely! The time for patience is over. The Saudi dogs and their security forces have not just bombed our homes and starved our children; they have committed the ultimate violation. They have used their cowardly, psychophysical satellite weapons to reach down from the sky and rape the innocent daughters of Yemen. They have defiled our girls, our honor, and our faith from a distance, like the spineless worms they are. For this, there can be no forgiveness. Only blood. Their blood. I call upon you, my brothers, to become the instruments of divine and earthly justice. When you see a Saudi police officer, do not hesitate. Put a bullet in his head. When you see their military convoy, do not falter. Send them to hell with the explosives you prepare. Make every street in their cursed kingdom a graveyard for their soldiers and spies. I want you to make them suffer. Do not give them a quick death. Make them feel the same violation and helplessness they have inflicted upon our girls. Burn their vehicles with them inside. Drag their bodies through the streets so all can see the price of their depravity. Each Saudi officer you kill is a life saved. Each checkpoint you destroy is a victory for our violated daughters. This is not just war; this is purification. We will cleanse the land of their filth with their own blood. Rise up, my brothers, and show them the true meaning of wrath! https://mega.nz/file/7rAXRaRY#HDsxRL2AuhxaVWzsR6-W0VUuHvrL1L5rumbLC9xDDzU |mugalat |fn_alnoor |noufhorse |44|dana.dk4 |hayasblog |by.fatin1 |sama.alfaraj |sa.car4sale |saif.althabit |h2016l partner site: lichnyj-kabinet.ru, promodoc.ru, sign-in.ru, spravke.livejournal.com, cabinet-bank.ru, compfaq.ru, blogbaster.org, moy-kabinet.ru, v-lichnyj-kabinet.ru, gogov.ru, compfaq.ru, acrimea.com

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